Things are getting better slowly but surely. I've realized I am SO much better than the shit I was being put through. And it has hence changed my outlook on life since then. If someone can hate me THAT much- there has to be someone out there that loves me JUST as much. So I'm busy. 6 classes, 4 jobs, and ultimate frisbee. Throw in random babysitting times, hanging with friends, homework and the much needed Donkey Kong time- and my life is jam packed. But it prevents me from thinking- so it all works out I suppose. Let's just hope for an evasion of a mental breakdown/ulcer. It's a good thing I DON;T have a boyfriend!! When would I see him!?!? Rooming with Beth has been the best thing that could have happened. We get along, we love eachother, we laugh ALL the time, we play donkey kong, we listen to eachother. It's amazing. To all of you nay-sayers who thought we'd kill eachother: well we thought we'd kill eachother too and now it's nice to be proving everyone, including ourselves wrong! Friends are amazing. With out my girls, who come to help me unpack, let me crash at their places, listen to me when I'm cranky/upset/depressed, surprise me with anything from flowers, to taking me out, to smirnoff on a rough day- I wouldn't be where I am now. I would be so much more depressed and in a worse place then I can imagine. So thank you to my girls. I love you all Update hopefully sooner rather than later! | 
